We all go through those dark periods sometimes. You’ve heard about them “The Dark Night of the Soul” You’ve probably been through them or felt stuck in them.
I have, I’d had a few. Ideally we grow from them and later when when we can reflect back in them we can find the gifts in them.
But when we a hurt, we regret, we wonder, what if? Gifts are the furthest thing from our mind. And that’s how it should be. We feel angry. We feel lonely, misunderstood maybe even fearful. Everything has it’s time and place.
Sometimes we get to the point of actually being able to let it go.
But then what. What if you found a way to release by accident or on purpose either alone or with support? You let go. Then what?
Often times, there is an emptiness, a void. Our heart can feel like it is breaking.
The ickies are gone (or at least a chunk or layer of it). It feels good and yet exhausting at the same time. Can you relate? Have you ever felt that way?
Have you ever faced your demons or your past with honesty and felt raw after?
I’ve been there. Raw can feel scary, unsettling. Heartbroken can feel devastating.
I had a student at The S.W.A.T. Institute ask about what to do when you’ve let go and are left feeling raw. I’ve been pondering it since. I’ve reflected back to times I could not let go and times I’ve let go of shit that that did not serve me and what I did after. What worked, what didn’t work.
Here’s what did not work:
Ignoring the all feelings and ignoring the new feelings of emptiness.
Numbing out and filling the space with some addictive quality, excess eating, drinking, shopping, __________ fill in the blank with your choice of numbing activity.
Jumping straight back into activity and busy-ness.
Telling everyone the story and creating drama about it.
Sharing the “wrong” person:
- The one you don’t feel safe with.
- The one that tells you to “suck it up”
- The one that “one-ups” you with their woes.
- The one that gives you a list of “woulda, shoulda couldas”
Here’s what did work:
Allow yourself time and space to feel the hollowness, the sadness.
Feel your feelings + grieve it. Sometimes things just plain suck. Acknowledge it.
Let yourself cry.
Lick your wounds. Be compassionate and kind with yourself.
Create space and just be. Journal about it.
Talk about what you are experiencing with a trusted source that can listen and see you, not try to fix you or get tangled up in drama. Just sharing the burden of our hurt or shame can lighten it layers when done in a safe space.
Then proceed with my next favorite step. It has become many favorite because for so many years I neglected this little gem.
Fill yourself back up. a.k.a. – NOURISH YOU.
Be gentle and loving with yourself and do some things that make you feel good.
For me long hot soaks in a hot bath in Epsom salts and coconut oil is relaxing and healing. When I drain the tub I picture all the stuff I don’t need to carry around anymore spiraling down the drain. Goodbye.
Go for a long walk.
Read something inspiring.
Buy yourself some flowers.
Spend some quiet time in nature.
Do things that make you feel good about yourself. Something that makes you smile. Something that simply makes you feel joyful.
Know that it is okay to cocoon yourself and fill yourself up.
Know that these uncomfortable feelings will pass.
By honoring your feelings and yourself, you will start to feel more energetic again.
That’s the time kick things to up a notch. Put on some music and dance. Go for a run. Move your body in ways that feels good to you. Make a date with a friend to have some fun.
INNER WISDOM WEDNESDAY TIP: If we don’t fill that void in our heart up with love and tenderness, with things that make us feel alive and whole again, the void will get filled with something else.
We need to be mindful and nourish ourselves in ways that align with how we want to feel. If not we run the risk that the void will fill back up with things we probably don’t want, like drama, despair, bitterness or regret. These things suck our energy. We become depleted.
When your heart is breaking, ask yourself:
“How do I want to feel now? How do I want to feel when this passes?”
Your answers will lead to ways to nourish yourself that will support your well being and help heal your heart in its own time.
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Love yourself up. You are worth it.